I hate what my life has become...

I really do. I know it's nobody's fault but my own. I've done this to myself.

It just sucks to come to that realization once again.

Things are supposed to be different.

We are supposed to be trying to be a better COUPLE THIS TIME.

We are finally gonna be happy.

I keep coming to the same conclusion...I don't want to do this anymore.

I don't want my life to be like this anymore.

I don't want to be with you anymore Jason...

and it sucks to finally realize it.

Next step, figure out how to tell him...

Graduation!

Greg is graduating today!

Fucking sweet!

He's so happy, and I'm happy for him. He deserves a break!

Yaaaaaaaaay Greg!

Life rant (mini)

Exams underway, pumped I'm doing so well. Getting a new job soon as well, starting next week. I will no longer be working at the tavern. It is sucking the life out if me. The people are so negative, no one really cares about doing the job, they just care about petty stupid bullshit oh, and acting as ridiculous and as unprofessional as possible. Holy shit.

Like getting drunk with your employees and pulling your dress up to reveal your bare ass only to have another employee put their face in your ass on a dare, during operational hours, while customers are hanging around and walking by...Oooooo I just have to get out of there...